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hello this is paragraph. Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there. I'm trying to be myself for once but I know, there's no one would accept me. I'm just a girl who fears of the truth. For me, it's better to lie rather than hurting my own heart. Well, sometimes I feel proud to my heart for being stabbed, lied, hurt and neglected but still working well. I hope I'll have enough courage to stop pretending one fine day and find my true happiness.
